Okay, well. FYI this topic was given to me by my friend who just went through a break up herself. It's actually one I've wanted to do for a while but every time I start writing it I run out of things to say. So, here goes😂
1) It was both of our faults. It really was. We just didn't fit as a couple no matter how many times we reassured each other we did. It was bound to end sooner or later.
2) I used to wish it wouldn't have ended so badly but now I'm kind of grateful. I know that sounds bad but hear me out. Trust me, I'm not saying I enjoyed the social media slaughter or the dirty looks in the halls, but the bad break gave us a chance to heal on our own. We gave each other the space to live our own lives.
3) I miss the old you. The one who made me laugh. The one who was my best friend. I know that person doesn't exist anymore, or maybe never did and it was all an act. But either way, I miss having someone there to have my back like you did.
4) I don't hate you. Know this. I don't. No matter who says I do or what rumors you hear. I really don't. What you did was awful but ,then again, I did awful things too. But you were a life lesson, one I needed to learn. And in a way I'm thankful you broke my heart, because now I know that I'm strong enough to come back from it and be a better person.
5) Finally, I wish you well. I hope you find happiness. I really do. Everyone deserves to be happy. And I hope you are. In fact, to be honest Hun, I've forgiven you. For everything, for all the heartache and tears, everything. I may not forget, but I do forgive.
So there's a list. Pretty heavy stuff. Unfortunately, people come and go, but I promise the right ones will always stay.
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